03.31.05 :: 11:47 am

during a lovely bout of insomnia last night, i watched four "Felicity" episodes in a row.
tossed and turned until 3:30 AM afterwards, worried worried worried, always worrying as the state of affairs in my uterus progresses towards inevitability.

my life right now (and if I had a cat, all nine of the cat's lives) is filled to the brim with vitamins, spinach, antioxidant tea, pomegranate juice, organic lean meats, muesli, salmon, and meditation exercises.

So, when will my fucking body come back from whatever fucking vacation it's on and start fighting this fucking thing?!!!

i'm going for a walk. breathe, baby, breathe.

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