01.29.08 :: 9:55 am
i don't know why i'm frozen with fear about this.
i'm almost 16 weeks pregnant and i think i'm going to jinx the whole fucking thing if i buy these things.
yet i don't want to leave this 'til the last minute when i'm too hefty to move let alone assemble a crib.
what is wrong with me? how many ultrasounds do i need to have until I'm convinced that there is a very living person floating around in there who is not going anywhere anytime soon and who is going to need a place to sleep?
i need to be kicked in the head. swiftly. and with great force.