04.20.09 :: 11:51 am

addendum to the previous entry, I should mention here that several things are currently adding renewed vigor to my already healthy depression:

1. unemployment benefits coming to an end next week.
2. unemployment.
3. still having a sizable student loan.
4. realizing we will probably not be realizing our dream of a back yard any time soon.
5. my stupid body not responding the way it used to to exercise.
6. feelings of completely unexpected sadness at facebook photos of a certain former fling's new life/wife/baby.
7. which segues into feeling the stinging passage of time acutely, and comes back full circle to my previous entry about wanting to hold onto Oliver's baby clothes forever.

Hello Lexapro, my old friend
I've come to talk with you again

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