03.23.04 :: 9:31 am

As my agony is prolonged into infinity, I did what any girl in breakup mode does: goes to the movies by herself.

And while Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind was a great movie, I bawled and bawled and bawled in the theater like my life depended on it.

I can't explain it. The movie just moved me beyond belief. So much so, that afterwards I had to buy a pack of cigarettes, smoke one, throw the rest out, go to a bar, order a shot of Jack, and go home and continue to bawl some more.

I think I stopped crying this morning.

Wherever you may be, I hope you know that I would never erase you, Mr. M.

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