12.22.04 :: 8:49 pm
am i EVER in over my head.
The field trip to the plant was insane. We got a tour of where the lotions and creams were mixed in 3,500-ton capacity tanks.
It was informative, and frightening.
And then I had a grownup lunch at a very grownup restaurant and I was the youngest person at the table and I was asking all the right questions and taking in all the necessary information to do this SCARY-ASS job ...
and I'm totally, 100% mortified and feeling like they're all gonna find out I can't do this
But I can do this
it's just A LOT of learning and A LOT of remembering the chain of command and procedural mumbojumbo ...
Frightening acronyms out the wazoo... COG and MOC and RRMLE and I don't even know
I am overwhelmed. But I'm eager to see how I handle myself and how I put Puff Daddy's fragrance in stores November 2005.
It seems light years away.
I miss Ryan. FYR.