09.28.03 :: 5:44 pm

I have to bring myself down as far as I can possibly go so that when things start picking up again, I'll really feel it.

And so, I've told my ex that I can't talk to him anymore. I don't know for how long. But if we're going to be friends, I need to put several months of silence between us.

I hate to do it. It's fucking killing me. He's my dearest friend. And I'm still so attached to him.

There is no other choice.

I can't be the type of ex who freaks out at the mention of him dating someone else.

God, I need my Ruby to come back soon.

In desperate need of my girls,
Depression Sunday

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