2001-03-10 :: 9:04:36 pm

I blew off Foregin Guy, in other news. I saw an out and I took it. He wasn't around after work yesterday when I was supposed to call him and go over there. So I raced home.

He called me later and I was just like "Well, you weren't around so I went home. I'll call you when I come back into the city."

And I didn't.

And I got a message from him at 2:00 am, but luckily I didn't hear my cell ring.

I am dodging, dodging, dodging. And that is so cowardly, I know.

But sometimes isn't it better to let things just slowly fade out than to slam smeone's heart to the ground? I don't know. Anyone got any advice?

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