2001-02-27 :: 4:47:41pm

I wish I could stop having the same conversation with him, over and over... I wish I could just stop myself from confessing my annoyance with H.H. still buzzing around.

I wish I could stop being upset that he likes her.

I want him excised, exorcised, extracted, excavated, out out out out dammit I want him out of my thoughts and heart and it just isn't happening fast enough.

I want to be normal. Like the way I was before him.

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