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05.16.05 :: 8:21 pm worked out like a complete maniac for an entire hour, sweating out the annoyance and frustration of having to go to the doctor tomorrow morning for a post-surgical checkup. there's technically no way she can find anything wrong tomorrow since she's only going to LOOK at the area. but i'm absolutely petrified that she'll take a peek and be like "It's not healing properly! What the fuck? Whatta disaster! EMERGENCY HYSTERECTOMY!! NOW!!!!" In which case, it will be nobody's fault ut her own because I followed all her post surgery rules. Dear God, So I sweat so much tonight in the hopes that I can relax and sleep peacefully. But I think all it did was just make me too tired to live. I am going to sink into the tub and float helplessly for a while. xo, |