04.05.07 :: 9:23 am
i'm on no sleep and 2 shots of espresso in this large coffee. someone come and peel me off the ceiling in about an hour. work is a complete joke at this point. keeping myself highly entertained at the nonchalance with which they've chosen to go about "replacing" me. as in, they haven't. at least i won't have to train anyone. because i can barely hide my contempt. contemplating not getting a real job until september. money's too tight to mention, however, and it's probably just a pipe dream as of right now. we'll see. still no sign of a period, and at this point it's probably due to stress and thinking about it 24/7 but i'm totally petrified of what nightmarish disaster is brewing in there. but because i don't want to end this entry on such a down note, my skin's cleared up (more or less) and yesterday someone said it looked "luminous." shining, sparkling, splendid, |