07.14.04 :: 3:52 pm

And, because it just wouldn't be my life if I wasn't handed happiness and a pile of shit simultaneously, it's back to a specialist for me, for a colposcopy.

And for what inevitably will be another harrowing hospital experience.

And cancer just looms and lurks and just when I think this fucking lunacy with my reproductive organs is over, I get the rug pulled out from underneath me.

Exactly four years to the day.

FUCK YOU, WHOEVER'S IN CHARGE.

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