01.30.07 :: 10:48 am
talked about moving last night and i've got agita about it. and it makes me feel gross but then i guess what else am i supposed to do? he said that we had to take a leap of faith in this otherwise, we'll be stuck in the prison of new york forever. and i agree. but i don't like the idea of getting some stupid menial job just to have a job right away. my head is about to burst into 450 pieces. i just gotta go with the flow and remind myself: sunshine, babies, dogs, backyard, big house, beach... all the things i want very badly and cannot have here. |