09.25.08 :: 10:21 am


I must be out of my mind. I applied for a job in New York already.
It's a long shot, even though I'm ridiculously overqualified, but there you have it.

I am embracing the fact that I don't think I'm one of those moms capable of staying at home for an indefinite amount of time with my baby.
And I don't necessarily feel bad about it, either.

I need to get out of the house, and I need my own income.

Whatever, we'll see. If it doesn't pan out, I suppose I could grow accustomed to parking the stroller outside a coffee shop every day. Maybe I could get a part-time job to quench my thirst for shoes and clothes.

Either way. Mama needs a break pretty soon. My son was awake for 6 hours straight yesterday and I nearly lost my everloving mind.


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