2001-03-05 :: 8:06:11pm
The place in and of itself was weird to begin with, all colorful and too bright and a little manic, and the huge animal figures dwarfed us. We felt high, though we weren't. it may have been the July heat. Rock Star Ex and I sat in the back seat, afterwards, and drank fountain sodas and he made me laugh by doing stupid things with his seatbelt. I remember experiencing nostalgia for the moment though it hadn't even passed. Thinking, "Already I'm remembering this and it makes me smile." I filmed my feet in his lap. Later, when I watched the video I could see his reflection in the window he was filming through. It seems like it didn't happen; like this isn't my memory, but someone else's. Like I bought someone else's version of a good thing, skillfully constructed. |